“I don’t know where I am. It’s like I’m breaking into a million pieces and there’s only one thing I remember: I have to save the Doctor. He always looks different. (“Doctor!”) I always know it’s him. Sometimes, I think I’m everywhere at once, running every second just to find him. (“Doctor!”) Just to save him. (“Doctor! Doctor?”) But he never hears me (“Oi!”)- almost never. I blew into this world on a leaf. I’m still blowing. I don’t think I’ll ever land. I’m Clara Oswald. I’m the Impossible Girl. I was born to save the Doctor.” “I don’t know where I am. I just know I’m running. Sometimes it’s like I’ve lived a thousand lives in a thousand places. I’m born, I live, I die. And always there’s the Doctor. Always I’m running to save the Doctor. Again and again and again. (“Oi!”) And he hardly ever hears me, but I’ve always been there. (“Doctor?” “Yes, what is it? What do you want?”) Right from the very beginning. (“Sorry, but you’re about to make a very big mistake. Don’t steal that one. Steal this one. The navigation system’s knackered, but you’ll have much more fun.”) Right from the day he started running. ‘Run you clever boy, and remember me.’” “I don’t know where I am. I don’t know where I’m going or where I’ve been. I was born to save The Doctor, but The Doctor is safe now. I’m the Impossible Girl, and my story is done.” “How many times have you saved me, Clara? Just this once, just for the hell of it let me save you.”
River: How are you even doing that. I’m not really here Doctor: You’re always here to me. And I always listen. And I can always see you River: Then why didn’t you speak to me Doctor: Because I thought it would hurt too much River: I believe I could have coped Doctor: No. I thought it would hurt me. And I was right.
Seriously, their faces are killing me! There’s just so much in those expressions, especially the Doctors.
Even without such an epic kiss, what the Doctor said and the way they looked at each other would have killed me with feels.
Think it’s gonna take me a while to recover. I’m still reeling from the loss of Amy/Rory too.